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Sorrow from you

by CVLT OF GRACE

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I was a child when we first met. I often saw you when I woke up from a dream at night. You smiled at me, but I was scared of you then. I was not trying to flee, because I knew you would come again. And you came. Again and again. I got used to your presence after a while, that if I open my eyes. I would see you again. I tried to sleep, but sometimes I cheated, pretended not to see you. I felt that you are looking at me. I knew it. I was still scared. But finally someone was looking after me. After a While, slowly, we became friends. I am the darkest corner of the room. Nobody wants to go there. They only sweep trash there. No one can see it, filth can gather. Everybody avoids this corner of the house. I was born here, in this corner where Im locked up since then. I tried to sleep. I was still scared. I am cold, I am shivering. Let me out, I asked for your attention. I cried, or remained silent in vain, I am cold, I am shivering.
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The noose 03:59
There was a noose around my neck. Sometimes you checked into the room, to see If i'm still hanging there. (still hanging there) I heard your steps on the old creaking floor, when you were near, I put the noose back around my neck. I pretended it hurt. I couldnt scream, I was choking, but I wanted to please you. I pretended it hurt. To see the satisfaction in your eyes, that smile (on your face) that I like. I can't deny it, I like you. One day you may take me with you forever, because I'm free, and yours forever.
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I'm sure it was stormy day and rain. the sun didn't shine, no lights came. Then I arrived to you like an uninvited guest, for whom no one was prepared. I stood at the door, storm beaten and soaked. I was knocking for 9 months on that Heavy door then you opened that heavy wooden door. You bear me for a time Help me! I'm alone. (at least )the streets are hollow. (At least) I'm alone. Help me! I'm alone. After a While I tried again. Knocked and kicked on that door. I Screamed: - Let me in! - You didn't let me in.I'm cold outside! I have seen anothers cross your gate. It was shut and locked in (in front of me.) Embrace me cobblestones, be with me twilight. Dont let go! Be with me!
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We have not met for a while, I was not thinking about you. I had someone other to think about. You rooted into me, without doubt. We had our moments, but they slip by, I had so much to do. Sometimes you came to my mind. After a tiring day or when I was alone. I did not want to neglect you. I knew, that what we shared was real, and forever. I know you love me. Then I stood there, on the edge of the cliff. I hesitated, you encouraged. You can do this, you said and smiled. Now im falling into deep. If there is anyone to leave here, I leave them. If there isnt I find. I dont believe I have a choice. Eventually we all die, the question is when. I have been dying since I was born.

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The album through impersonating bitterness and loneliness tells stories of biting solitude and abandonment. The lyrics represent how it feels to live together with trauma, nightmares and a thousand thoughts rooted from one’s childhood, which defines an individual’s personality and life.


Recording: Rezső Bodó
Mixing and Mastering: Miklós Nagy (ÓL Recording)
Logo: Stephen Wilson (unknown_relic)
Cover: Lencsi

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released July 10, 2022

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CVLT OF GRACE Pécs, Hungary

CVLT OF GRACE is a 5-member hardcore band from Pécs, Hungary whose musical style is characterized by the mixing of Blackened Hardcore, Black Metal, Sludge styles.

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